5.10 am

january turned out to be a not-so-bad month even if it could be better. i think that's largely due to how i've tried taking up old hobbies and genuinely want to put effort into them for personal ambitious goals. if i didn't have this, january would be an absolutely miserable month for me due to how i've sort of naturally fallen out of fandom interests and/or am not as engaged by it, which is always the case if it's a specific interest i come back to... wayv's recent comeback and their ot6 revival makes me pleased to see but i really only now care about a pairing there with 15% 5% chance of interaction since one of them is in china, so. it's not a complaint though! i'm genuinely having fun after i've already spent prior time being begrudgingly attached to this group to be presently angry alongside the fandom now about um, certain things. also i kind of prefer the novelty that comes with rarepairs like this. it's so good for more meaningful fic narratives imo without actually having to keep up too closely with the group, which i don't really want to make the time for.

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